Start Dreaming

Dreams, I'm a dreamer you see,
you don't have to beg, borrow or steal,
you can dream for free...
What you have in your head, bring it to your heart,
before you think of the finish,
you have to make a start...
In this race of life, you can't afford to be slow,
what has left you won't come back,
like an arrow from the bow...
As the time passes by, you are losing your worth,
nothing seems to matter now,
death or birth...
So before it is too late, you better make a move,
start dreaming ,
and get out of the groove.........

Hate you Bitch

This is what my first break up did to me 6 years back..:D....
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You,ve given me agony,

you've given me pain,

look what I've become now,

I'm going fucking insane...

those long phone talks,

 those 'I Love You's,

a short term committment,

was all that I wanted from you....

you said I'm too kiddish,

and I need to grow up,

accepting your partner the way he is,

I think this is what is called love??....

I dont have no problem,

you can leave me if you wish,

But wait...before you leave, listen, "I HATE YOU BITCH"....

I cared for you, I said sorry when i wasnt wrong,

I thought I found my someone special, to you my everythng belonged...

those sweet future talks, those kisses on phone,

and look wat I'm left with, only sadness and groans..
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you treated me like shit, said i dont have any attitude,

I dint say a word, even though i was always subdued...

But now, all those feelings are gone,

and for me, you are just a zilch,

LEAVE me and get outta my life, "I HATE YOU BITCH".......

Devil's Facade

Wrote this when i was probably being ruled by the Devil...I was thinking of a situation where in a girl gets lost...she is looking for help, going door to door..With so many p%&%^ around, no one opens the door....finally as she is about to give up, she knocks on a door and someone does answer, alas, this is what the reply is from inside...

"This is what I ve been waiting for,
another prey at my door,
its not reality,stupid girl dint realize,
she is thinking exactly what I want her to fantasize,

things look beautiful, calm and perfect,
this aint no heaven,
even a drop of water would be hard to get,

from outside people look friendly, gentle and caring,
but in order to survive,
she will have to be bold and daring,

she thinks money has no value here, isn't it hard to believe?..
haha..it's just dat things arent transparent,
but everyone's got a lot up their sleeves...

yes, there are no classes, their are no castes,
it's hatred and jealousy, which has kept them apart,
girls arent safe here, they don have no rights,
poor have been thrown into oblivion, ignored and deprived

time to reveal the truth, hope you arent scared,
don worry my child, you'll be pampered and cared,
i aint no messenger of god, this aint a dream anymore,
I AM THE DEVIL and this is my hell,
Come inside my child, I ve opened the door"

Just another dream

"Sometimes in our lives,
we feel alone and left behind..
Even known faces seem to be different,
and we wish, we could turn blind...
we pray to God to send an angel,
an angel who can bless us with grace....
take away all our sorrows,
and bring that smile back on face.

O baby, you ve been that angel in my life,
things seem to be going better, since I have you by my side...
we've shared secrets, been to places we had never been,
I hope this is reality, and not Just Another Dream.......


That warmth in your hug,
and passion in your kiss...
Just being in ur presence,
gives me tremendous bliss....
Everything seems so beautiful,
as if, my dream is coming true...
Darling, just stay with me forever,
Trust me, I can do anything for you....

O baby, this has been the happiest phase of my life,
your love and care, is all that i need to survive...
But damn, my vision getting blurred now,
please dont take me back, I aint too keen,
well, as usual, nothing was real, IT WAS JUST ANOTHER DREAM........."

Why?????

Why cant we fly?
Why do we die?
Why do we change?
Why do we feel strange??....

Why do we love?
Why do we hate?
Why do we cry?
Why is it hard to wait??....

Why do we pray?
Why do we betray?
Why do we expect?
Why do we forget??....

Why do we get stuck?
Why cant we move on?
Why cant we stay together?
Why are these lines drawn??....

Why do we plan?
Why do we think?
Why do we dream?
Why cant we keep this planet green??....

Why do we kill?
Why do we hurt?
Why do we steal?
Why do we get too numb to feel??....

Why do we scream?
Why do we shout?
Why cant we believe?
Why do we doubt??....

Why do we envy?
Why do we curse?
Why do we preach?
Why is the conclusion, hard....so hard to reach?????..........

Hope

Well, Its the same old story,
Short of glory...
I lie in my bed,
struggling with thoughts in my head...
Things change so fast,
but why do we get stuck in our past...
Wouldnt life be so pleasent,
if we just live in our present??....
But easier said than done,
living dull and lonely life, aint no fun....
Those were the days(*sigh*), always surrounded by friends,
fun and struggle, a perfect blend....
Look at me now, jaded and bored,
world seems to be so dull and cold....

But then i said to myself,
god certainly has something for me up on the shelf....
I have to get rid of this negativity,
open my eyes and see,
this is just a passing phase, a phase that will end,
expectations and reality, it's a gap that will never mend.....

Devil called Sleep

"I wake up on a bful day,
get on my knees and pray,
God please, for today, keep me in my senses and keep me awake,
because today, I've got lots at stake,
don't wanna lose this chance and get into trouble so deep,
keep me away, frm ths devil called sleep...

I promise myself to stay determined,
gonna be all fresh today , like free flowing wind,
as the day progresses, I lose all hope,
sleep in my eyes, as if am on dope,
damn my life has began to creep,
am under the spell, of ths devil called sleep"

Music is my life

in music i see life,
in music i see death,
music is in my blood,
music is in my every breath.....
in music i see devil,
in music i see god,
like all other materialistic things in life,
it aint no fraud.....
in music i see hugs,
in music i see kisses,
u ve gotta feel it, breathe it,
and see wat pure bliss it is.......
in music i see a soulmate,
in music i see a friend,
its only because of music
that i have decided not to give up untill the end...............