Rebel without a cause

I wont agree, even if you are right,
I look for darkness, when its all so bright,
always looking for questions, even if things are straight,
fine u have your life sorted out, so what, nothing great
you can call me a prick if you want,
if you want me to pretend, I'm sorry I can't,
if you are not questioning things around you, you are at loss,
I'am proud to be a rebel, I am just struggling to find a cause...

I can't be diplomatic, can not play with the words,
it makes me feel suffocated, prefer living free as a bird,
but when you try living your life by your own rules,
this world pulls you down, makes you look like a fool,
you can act cool and as strong as you want,
in the end, you only get pain and taunts,
So when I try to change, things go for a toss,
I'm not sure what's the point of being a rebel,
when I don't even have a cause.....

Drunk thoughts

I'll steal a brick from your puzzle,

and make mine complete,

was feeling so suffocated,

 and now I can breathe.

Crash into me,

fill in the gap,

you taught me how to dodge,

and avoid this trap.

Straight from the heaven,

here cometh the angel,

what seemed to be so trivial,

now seem to be fatal.

Left and right,

straight ahead and back,

no dearth of feelings and emotions,

its the brains that i feel i lack.

You couldn't stay without me,

to each other we belonged,

we compensated for each other's weakness,

and you made me feel so strong.

Look how quickly things change,

promises and commitments lose their worth,

though those memories still make me smile,

I still have a lot to unearth.